I Need A Good Title for This... Really... I Need One...

uhh... is slumpy whacky-ness a medical condition?

Last two weeks have been tough. New job, new places, new faces. I feel this is making me loose my head.

I've lost the will to write again. If you don’t hear from me for a long time again, don’t be surprised. If the real world has this effect on people, might as well leave it, I suppose.

I know I'm babbling. I can’t help it. I lost something on the "E" ("E"motionally "E"mpty "E"ntrapping "E"nviorment "E"xtricating "E"verything) train, my brain I think, or something close to it.

I might need medical attention though. If not for my mental status, then for my physical. I had pus come out of one of my fingers the other day. I know I should be alarmed (or at least slightly shocked) but it has happened before... so... should I be? I don’t know. I think I got this from the sweat accumulating in my glove during my non-air-conditioned working hours. I really don’t have the energy to care anyways.

I might go completely bonkers and start stabbing people on the street on my way to work... or maybe ill just finish the "Harry Potter" book I just bought. Would be a complete waste if I don’t.

Is this the "Thought Train thing you've been telling me Rica? Is it any good? Or am I too incoherent to make sense? Possibly all three? I’m pushing it aren’t I? Should I stop now? I think I should...