What Life?: January 2007

What Life?

- Shoving life's stupidities down my throat and trying to love it - and then some -

Saturday, January 20, 2007

Frustation ala King with Poetry on the side

All be it, everything happen to me and all, i wonder if i'd give a damn....

Silence falls upon my blog... as sad as it may sound i actually keep tabs on who visits... yes... i do T_T

anyways, ill keep on doing this... just because i like doing it... ill take it all in and one day who knows... i might actually get some hits again... things have a way of working themselves out... just hoping the universe doesn't conspire against me or anything...

but anyways, ive been working on this for a while its going into the third draft. its untitled but i liked it the first time i wrote it. seemed decent and worth while. what do you all invisible knickers think.

if she wants darkness
then give her the darkness that she likes
but if anything give her a light
so that she may have on beacon in the endless night
if she finds her way back from the dark beyond
if she so chooses to return to song
when she does with open arms
welcome her back to the throng
tell her of things she has missed
tales and stories of thing amiss
and when she takes a liking to the taste
let her want, cherish things so rich
then, maybe then she may want the light
let her swallow the sea and the sky
and when the spades and hearts are drawn
she might finally have her call
take her place in the company of all
and in that communion
there she might find
something burning brighter
than a candle in the night
in there bliss awaits
the longing soul trapped within
at an end the long journey will be
for this woman swimming in deep seas
and she will see the light less sky
was just time after dusk
a distraction although sweet
blinding the path she should keep
when she steps towards the arrow pointing deep
she finds everything
in a world spinning and spinning
but in time that always seems to sleep

Saturday, January 06, 2007

Little Things

Look how the ripple in the water grows, I imagine a tidal wave when I see it...

Found this little diddy in my notebook somewhere. Short, simple, I kind like it.


How much of yourself do you sacrifice
to live the life you want
to get your hearts desire
for your friends and family
for your god and country
in work and environment
in love and relationships
your moral's and mind
your health and body
hopes and dreams
time, the time
opportunity
things
everything...

Hum Dumm Twiddling My Thumb

Impatient, nuerotic, dumb, take your pick...

I've either lost my audience or im just too overly entusiastic about this crap, or both. I know thats sad, probably my fault too, I waited too long, and I don't want to shrug it off like my past hobbies. Reason being this isn't a hobby, this is something I want to do. Like so many thing, I might have let the music die before I actually voice out the song to go with it. I hope there's still someone looking at my crap though. I'll keep my fingers crossed, maybe a few toes too.

Thursday, January 04, 2007

First Person Who Laughs Gets a Fist Full'o'Something!!!

Something old for something new for something old...

Okay, I said I was thinking about posting poetry so here I go. This one I wrote a while back and I think its pretty good. I really dont care what u think though so whatever :) . It's in Filipino(tagalog) so I'm sorry for all of you international folks... if any. I promise to put some english ones up if I ever finish the drafts. Since there is no spell checker for my language that I'am aware of I must apologize for mishaps in the spelling department... never been a good speller. Mga kababayan enjoy... preetty please -.- ...


Kasalanang Hiling

Kasalanan pa bang humiling
diba't ibinigay mo na lahat sa akin

Ano pa ang hihingiin,
kakaylanganin, aakuin

Dapat bang makuntento ako
sa iyong hina-hain

Ang tanim na palay hayaang mabulok
aanuhin pa ba ang aanihin

Dapat bang di na ako humiling,
maghanap ng mas kaakit-akit sa akin

Wala na bang dapat hanapin
upang kompletuhin tong buhay bigay sa amin

Magnais, kagitingan, kasikatan,
kasayahan, kalayaan

Wala nang gantimpala
dapat pang akuin

Kasalanan pa bang humiling
nang ikay maintindihan namin

Dapat pa bang alalahanin, aming kaligtasan,
aming kaluluwang walang hangan

Iyong pangakong langit
dapat ko pa bang pilit abutin

Buong buhay ko ba'y naisulat na,
nakataga sa bato nang madiin